Look at that last LiveJournal entry and look at this one, and you'll find me in the same crappy mood.

This time for real reasons.

I don't want to talk to anyone anymore.

So please don't talk to me.

I'd very much appreciate it, and I don't feel like explaining why.

Oh well, so anyway, some of my friends found out who I liked. Not the one I wrote about last time (i kinda gave up on him...*sob*). After Matt, before...erm..okay, Danny. So...yah. Not that we'll ever go out. I've established the fact that I am not like, a relationship person, because I haven't been very successful with guys. or I am really stupid about them.

I hope I don't go back to my crush one day, new crush the next phase that I did before Dork-on showed up. I can't believe I trusted him to be a good...um...sorta boyfriend? He told me I had an ugly face in 7th grade (then again, that might be true, so that doesn't matter, anyway.

I just wish I had someone who would understand me, ya know? *Sigh*....I'm gonna be a friggin old maid when I grow up...

Omg....this is soooooo boring. Right now we are in language arts researching civil war junk....zzzzz...*snores* My stupid friend is sitting right next to me on the right....*cough*CARL*cough* duble_truble WHO STILL WONT ADD ME TO HIS FRIGGIN FRIENDS LIST!!!

I finally got the necklace!!! It is sooo pretty! It has the mask...and the rose...and the chain...and it's shiny...I LOVE IT!! What would the world be like without the phantom of the opera?

Today I finally am updating my journal! Anyway....here's what I did today...

1) Went to school
2) Talked to Matt on IM
3) Prepared my speech for my report
4) Found out that Dakota actually has the ability to talk
5) Played in Jazz Band, and one of my songs got cut :(
6) Sent a threat note to Matt (it was a joke...and a kinda long story)
7) Played POTO and Corpse Bride music on the piano

Today should be fun...I get to go ice skating with some friends from churh today!!! YAY!! Also, the other day, I got to get together with my friends, but I didn't get to go to the movies (i was at d-land watching ppl neck in the pizza port...you know...a dark area of it...ewww...)

I think I'll add to a fanfic now...lates!!

just thought id take a quiz


What Color Angel Wings Do You Have?
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I don't know...does anyone else feel like something happened that you don't know about? Something concerning...I don't know...you in a way? For some reason I feel like that right now...

This week has not been the best week after vacatiion I've had. For one, some stupid boys stole my wallet and babysitting money that I had in my backpack (no, I'm not blaming you Paapy, it's okay). For two, one of my teachers accused me of stealing something. It's not cool. Oh well. So...how's everyone doing on this bright, sunny day?

... and I'd like to take a minute, just sit right there,and tell you how I became the prince of a town called Bel- Air...

Haha...what a great song...

Anyway... what happened today?

Well, after school Ashley and I were acting high and yah...especially Ashley...

So we were being weird after school and Ashley started laughing at what I wrote on my hand (the number 76 in a heart) and she threatened to tell a certain person and I pulled her back. We were cracking up..and then Matt had to leave, so he left without giving me a hug so Faith and Ashley practically tackled him. Then after school Ashley and I ran and then he said he just remembered to give me a hug. The end. End of story. Bye

Haha....

Today was horrible. People are horrible. Just when they turn on you, the people you love most can turn against you.

The human race enjoys putting down enemies. The human race enjoys putting down friends. In fact, the human race enjoys putting down all people, no matter their gender, race, likes, dislikes, or any personality trait whatsoever.

Today I was treated in the human fashion. Hated, disliked, and put down, bombing my life's ship and attemting to sink it.

This fact is unfair. The people you love most glare at you with eyes of hate one day, previously loving you before. There is only hope that they will love you again.

What I currently write may be considered words of wisdom. They may be cobnsidered a threat to all of those who use hate, gossip, deaception, etc. as a a guide in their daily lives. However, these are just the words of how I was treated today, hidden behind a mask of vocabulary and grammar.

Through sickness (of which I was affected by today) and health, people shun and hate...

Here's a challenge to all who read this:
Treat people kindly. Avoid all gossip hate and encourage all to be the best person they can be. I will not tell all details...I will only tell words of actions that affected me today.

LOL...Ashley was having fun with Cameron in the library this afternoon! They went outside and she pushed him into the girls' bathroom and I closed the door on him and he said "Whoa..it's clean. Why did Paapy tell him those things I wonder?
Anyway...Mulligans' was fun...Ryan and Frenchie were being mean on the go-carts...they cut me off !

If I were to hug one guy in my entire 8th grade year, my choice at the moment is Matt. We hugged 3 times today! Bri, if you are reading this, you better play me and him on Sims2 or I will hunt you down! Just kidding! :) Anyway....I might update later or go on MSN if I get all of my himework done!
Luv y'all! (especiall Matt)

sigh...forget the crushed feeling i am so happy rite now yes its about matt again (forget the dave part) and if you want to know why just comment on this! Hehehehe so happy! Bri caught me staring at a picture of him twice (can you blame me?) and i didnt notice and i was embarassed and then we started laughing like crazy so...yah...

We'll refer to him as Dave

Katie, after school told me something he had said to her. She asked Dave on a scale of 1-10 how much he liked me and he said a 9. That's really high, I know, but the only reason I'm upset is that he doesn't like me a 10 because I won't give him a hug!!

He KNOWS I can't because I'm not allowed! He SHOULD know that I would love too! I can't help that! Ugh!! This isn't fair!


Your angel cries due to Lonliness. no one really
understands you and you dont feel you connect to
people on the same level that other people
connect to each. you are the most misunderstood
of all people.you probly dont have many friends
if any at all. this is not a horrible thing.
the most independent of all, your angel morns
for others who cannot understand you. Like your
element: water you are deep and beautiful, but
most of you lies beneath the surface.
Your element:water


Why Does Your Angel Cry.....(beautiful pics)
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Did you guys know that you know who is so cute? LOL I am feeling soo..um...anyway...
Oh, and Ashley? Thanks for only getting one picture of me in your camera! Yess! Now no one can blackmail me! Go me! And, thanks for the pic of you know who...sigh...

I am so bored right now! I really should be doing homework, but that doesn't mean I have to. Why waste an hour of my life doing that when I could be doing this? Hm..maybe because it could help me get into a decent college and live a decent life! That's it! I really should get to it.
For those of you who want a decent life, don't let "The Anthem" by Good Charlotte be your guide in life!
Luv y'all!